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damn [03.12.20054.34.a] well i go from having the flu to having strep throat(which is really fucking painful) and a sinus infection ah! sucks ass... 4 Frail Words Of Ashes

sick again [03.03.20058.51.a] [ mood | sick ] Well not really sick i just am all stuffed up feeling really shit so ya i guess im sick lol. I also woke up with something in my eye and i can't get it out what a load of shit this morning was...AH! One good thing is i got my recording program up so now i can record :-D! lol. Also my mom start's her trials against her work, the guy who hit her, and like 2 other people who were involved this is for sure win for her. So that will be awesome that this shit will be over with and we all can finally get on with out lives. So ya that should be awesome. And of course im going to the desert again this weekend. Man i got to take some of my friends out one of these time. I swear when i get my truck im taking whoever wants to go. haha. You can ask Dierks how well my dad cooks if you don't believe he cause even out there you'll be grubbin haha. So ya. Of Ashes

Desert tommarow! [02.18.20057.48.p] [ mood | happy ] Desert tommarow it's gonna be muddy but wish me luck i dont get fucked up!! have a good weekend people! Nicole get ahold of me about my band's practice let me know if you acn make it call me or get on AIM on Monday! Of Ashes

Ah dammit... [02.15.20057.04.a] Im fucking sick again?! How can this be haha after talking to Nicole last night and she's been sick and i haven't been sick in months...dammit this blows. Im insanely tired so ima go back to bed. Of Ashes

well [02.14.20058.49.p] [ mood | relaxed ] Im happy i got the friends i have without them i'd be nothing. My band is going good we have practice thursday night and then next monday night anyone up to go let me know ill get you the address and shit. Well nothing else much to say. My brother almost ran over my mom's ex boyfriend who tried to fight him it was halarious :-D. And the asshole who hit my mom at work is gonna pay soon :) not by my fist but to our good justice system. Of Ashes

Venting [02.12.200512.37.a] [ mood | pissed off ] Im furious right now recollecting on past memories and all the bullshit that has gone in my life. This hate i have some how is now coming out more frequently than ever, and to be honestly i like it. Like right now i feel invincible right now, god like. I feel as if i need to kill something, to satisfy this anger. I dunno why but it's more of a mood thing than a violent outbreak upon myself or anything or anyone around me which i guess is a good thing. I put all this into my song writing making it more dramatic and evil and heavy than ever. There is only one thing i can fear and do fear that someone will push me beyond my boiling point something that has never been done, even though i am curious to see what i will do im extremely fearful as are my parents who claim "you'll hurt someone bad". So yes i dunno why im even posting how i am feeling right now, probably because i get blamed for everything i had nothing to do with. Ok im done. 1 Frail Words Of Ashes

what a night. [02.05.200512.13.p] Last night had band practice from 7-10. We tried out our new drummer Chris, fuck he was insane at drums. So ya now we have a drummer for sure now w00t. It went awesome we played my Black Metal song I wrote. Just needs a little cleaning up, then the metalcore song i wrote that just needs a little work. Then we wrote this fucking Grindcore song. OMFG it was so fucking awesome. Then we were jamming with strobe lights on that was fucking nuts. damn man good fucking practice, the only downfall was i wish i would of went to the Winter Formal. No biggie though there will be other dances. Now we just need to fill some more spots for the band and we shall be styling and running SD. haha. im so confident as i should be haha. ok im done. 1 Frail Words Of Ashes

w00t [01.30.20052.47.p] [ mood | artistic ] I've finally hit double digits in my Symphonic Song. w00t! it's now 10:09 long haha and totally not finished :-D. It consists of, Strings(solid, rising) and that goes in sync with the Choir Aah's, then i have 3 tri-duet pianos which go in sync with the Orchestral Harp, then i have bass guitar, accoustic guitar which in one part goes in sync with the piano, then i have some drums, reverse cymbal. It also goes through mood changes. Like a sad part to a classical part, to like a angry sounding part, to a fearful part, to a part that makes you think about sometime. Crazy. Well nothing else has been going on except steve spent the night last night that was coo. Of Ashes

w00t [01.22.200512.24.a] [ mood | tired ] Well it's 12:25 i just got home like a hour ago from a concert and im eating cold pizza. lol i love pizza(im italian and sicilian so it figures haha.) Well i finally went to Dark Lay Still's concert :-D. I have to admit i like them live a lot. I also bought there Demo, Mike hooked me up. I owe him. Mikes the guitarist from them. Ya check there site out www.darklaystill.com I went with Steve Dierks and James Craig. I seen Brad there haha and Guzman, also seen Fabian, Jon, and Jose from the band Through These Eyes. Yeah it was cool, they're really biblical and i respect them a lot for what they're doing. Well i think Alex got put into a psychatric Hospital again. Iono why but i have a feeling he did. The 2 slices of pizza are gone :(. lol. now time to drink some Deja Blue water. and now that is gone...damn. I got band practice tommarow once again. It shall be fun because everyone should have there parts down for the first song i've written :-D yay! haha. Then i might have practice sunday with brad. I want too. it's been a while. Well i got a 3.33 GPA this semester fucking pissed me off i thought i had a 3.5 but still that is good. Well im really tired so i believe ima go to bed. Of Ashes

Wow...it's early. for me. [01.17.20058.53.a] [ mood | content ] Well im still a little sore from the desert haha. Yesterday blew...i was in bed all day or relaxing because my whole body was sore as fuck...what i get for riding for 9 hours. Nothing else is going on. I finally heard more of Matt band Through These Eyes. I still don't like it but i will admit it is alot better than i thought or the previous shit they wrote. So ya. I have band practice today, with my Metalcore band. Hopefully we'll get the first song i wrote down. lol. Well i got to finish getting ready because pretty soon i have to go to my uncle's house to clean my bike and then go get some new shoes then to Band Practice. 1 Frail Words Of Ashes

It's been a while [01.15.200510.18.p] [ mood | tired ] wow so much has gone on since the last time i updated. Well on Thursday i seen Nikki(about time)lol. I was rushing to class cause i was gonna be late, then she comes strolling up the stairs lol. It was cool seeing her for the seconds we talked lol. FINALS ARE OVER! THEY WERE FUCKING EASY! Friday i had band practice, for my new Metalcore band. It's actually going pretty good. So far we have another guitarist, and me on guitars, james on Bass guitar, Hana and Marquis singing. I've been writing mad metalcore for the past 5 days straight so im developing some songs. Got like 4 in the process, 1-2 done. We need a drummer, and lyrics lol. James has the sweet set up, his own drum set, his own PA system, etc. It's so tight also has a fog machine and strobe lights haha. It's so pimp. I went to the desert today. I went to bed at 11 last night and woke up at 2:30 when my dads alarm clock woke me up... DAMMIT! So i went back to bed til 4 until my uncle called asking where we were. Then my cousin Peter called asking where we were. We got to my uncles later lol. We loaded my quad and my uncles dirtbike in my brothers truck. My bro was gonna use my uncles bike. Then in my dads we loaded my dads new dirtbike and my cousins dirtbike. My cousin bought a 1993 Kawasaki 250R. It's so awesome. My dad bought a 2005 Honda CRF450R. I got a 2004 Yamaha Raptor 660cc. Then we got out to Ocotillo Wells, and met Mike and Tony(friends of family) out there. It was so fun i pinned my bike 2 times. 80-85 mph in the desert. lol. I was holding on for dear life! We went to the mudhills alot. I was flying up and down hills lol. This last season i've turned into such a more developed rider. Its amazing. Now i fly on my quad. Well that is it for now im dead beat tired from riding for 9 hours on 4-5 hours sleep. Of Ashes

blah.. [01.04.20054.20.p] Well i haven't been going to practice this weekend due to i haven't been feeling good what so fucking ever. I threw up today and it was nasty as fuck...This sucks ass badly. Besides that nothing big has happened to me. Oh besides a old friend of my brother's might have a killed someone over off of bancroft with his car by running 2 people off of the road, one person died the other one i believed survived. Then he tried to hide the car at his friends house but his parents said no and now he's on the run or some shit like that. Well im off to go with my dad to get his dirtbike his new one. I'll update later. Of Ashes

eh? [12.30.20047.06.p] [ mood | ecstatic ] Well im still sick but on the verge of getting better woot woot. God everyone has this shit, Nikki and I are just the pimpest 2 who have it though. haha. Same symptoms too, its strange. Well my computer is fucked thanks to my idiot cousin looking at porno while i was asleep and his tweaker ass stayed up talking to his g/f. Now i have to reswipe this shit and get it running again...sucks ass but w/e. Hopefully then ill get my fucking burner working. Im still writing my symphonic music. It's weird though goes from happy, to sad, to sad and melodic, to leads. It's all over the place and the chord changes i through it and morphed together came out rather well. Also the scales and sweeping i put into some parts are awesome. So far im extremely happy with it. It's sounds superb, up to my standards. Before i finish it though i think ill go through a few times and fuck with some riffs so see what it will sound like, but I dont know if I should waste my time because it sounds good so far. As of now it is 8:03 long. Im looking to get it anywhere between 10-20 minutes long. Then ill learn all of the parts well put them into sheet music or what not and then play them or see if i can find someone to play it. So far it consists of Harpsichord(Duet with the duet pianos), Strings(rising and solid), Piano(Duet), Reverse Cymbal, Percussion/Drums, and Bass Guitar. I may add in some accoustic guitar parts to spice it up a bit :). If you know me well you should know the music i write is all over the place and is very consistent in key but i throw random shit in to spicy it up a notch(emerail Legasi(SP?)) My aunt from oregon finally got her net back so she's e-mailing me again telling me how my cousins are doing and stuff. My cousin peter went up there to get his car and bring his little brother Michael down. Peter and Michael are my favorite cousins. It should be cool to see Michael again. My band is still going good. If anyone knows a singer or a drummer please please please please please! Tell me about them! ONLY IF THERE GOOD! Well i think im gonna go play my x-box haha since there is nothing else to do right now and no one to talk to. 2 Frail Words Of Ashes

Christmas [12.26.200412.38.a] [ mood | sick ] Well the only downfall on christmas was i was sick the whole time and i still am. My sinus's are all congested and shit, and i got a really bad sore throat...sucks ass. Well christmas eve our whole family got together at my grandparent's like we usually do. It was fun getting to hang with all my cousins, aunt's and uncles and my grandparents again. I caught my uncle looking at a playboy haha i got it recorded on my camcorder(i got for x-mas) he got extremely pissed haha. But still it was funny. Then we opened presents from the family at 11 0' clock. I got 20 bucks from my cousin chris and his uncle bill also got some contraption thingy. Then i got 10 bucks from my uncle gary and his girlfriend renee. Got 20 from my Uncle Bud and his fiancee Susie and my cousins. Then got 2 free movie tickets and some gift card from my Uncle Bryan, Aunt Gigi and cousins. 20 more bucks from my Great Aunt Teri. Then got a shirt from my grandparents. Oh also got Collateral(sp?) on DVD i watch it at 2 in the morning last night when i was sick. It was such a fucking kick ass movie. Then today i got the rest of my presents from my parents. Then my cousins, Bryan, Peter, Danielle and Chris also my dad and i played some poker for money. 1 buck a piece. haha it was a small game but it seem like there was so much on the line when you were losing. I did ok. I was the 3rd person who was put out cause i thought i had a straight draw but my cousin had a flush and killed me cause i went all in. Then we all ate pasta, our families recipe pasta sauce. OMFG! It's so good when my dad and my grandma mix there sauce's together. Then i watched my cousin play another hand of poker. Then we left my grandparents. My dad gave my cousin peter a ride home. We stayed there for a good 20-30 minutes it was cool though. I got to see his new kitten's his girlfriend and him got. Buddy and Mia are there names. Mia has a Ring exactly on each side of her. Buddy is a total white cat, with a black stripe on his head looks like a mohawk, its pimp. They were cool energetic as shit it was fun. Buddy has 7 fingers on each front paw. He's quicker than shit! Also can climb anything and can jump higher than shit. Then after my cousins house, we went home. Nothing interesting has happened after. Now im just sitting here updating this live journal of mine. Well I hope everyone had a good christmas and got everything they wanted! Im out of here. Here's a list of My X-Mas Presents 60 bucks from Aunt's, Uncle's and Cousins 200 dollars from dad 50 bucks from mom 50 bucks from my mom's side grandparents camcorder w/ case from mom x-box w/ halo 2, call of duty, and a extra controller from dad Line 6 spyder 2 150 watt guitar amp(i bought for myself since i sold my old amp) t-shirt from dad's side grandparents Of Ashes

What A Morning... [12.24.200411.17.a] [ mood | sick ] Well i woke up feeling really shitty, i can't breath out of my nose and i have a really bad sore throat. My wrist fucking hurts bad because earlier me and my brother got into a fight. No biggie though. My dad got shit faced last night, i think he still is buzzed. lol it's funny shit. Last night i heard my cousin yelling at his girlfriend then kissing her ass...he need's to make up his mind. whatever though. Im really tired and i don't know why. I was like excited because today is X-Mas Eve. But im sick so it's like fuck man...Well no one is on, im tired, my family want's to go out to eat so im just like fuck this im going back to bed...Well have a merry christmas to all my nigga's(lol) and i'll be talking to all you guys later. Of Ashes

X-Mas almost here! [12.22.20048.51.a] [ mood | excited ] Well christmas is almost here...can't wait. Today i actually feel like it's like right there! I got another band practice with Brad and the bassist Alex. It shall be fucking awesome! My cousin chris is down from Washington and since im like the best cousin he always comes here so that should be fun. He'll get here within like a hour. Well i just called my grandparents haha i think i woke them up...i feel bad now. haha. Well i feel the christmas spirit. I already know what im getting. Camcorder from mom, and xbox from dad with bunch of shit. That should be cool. Oh and then like 300-400 bucks from family and shit. Which ill either buy my new guitar with or my Line 6 Cabinet. I think ill get the cabinet cause im pimp like that. haha. Well i sold my old amp, well it wasl ike only 3 months old, but since i sold it, it becomes! my old amp. I bought a Line 6 which i shall be getting customed out like I did my other one, 150 watts of pure american power. Haha. What else to say, what else to say. Ill just keep rambling on. Well i haven't talked to Nicole since school ended which sucks because she is cool to talk to. Steph is in L.A. haven't talked to her since friday night. Hana is somewhere, haven't talked to her. Makayla and Alexandra are never on! Amer is in HxC land(still! j/p). Misha is Misha, haha but we still love her haha. James is a drum god. Brad is like sleeping. <~What going on with a few of my friends. Im fucking starving and FERNANDO'S FUCKING PIZZA ISN'T PICKING UP THEIR DAMN PHONE!!!!! Im writing a symphonic song, it was originally 3 minutes, and now it's just over 7 minutes. I got 12 more riffs to add into it :-D. So it should come out well over 10 Minutes which is exact what i want. I want like 20 but that will be too hard, unless i keep having these artistic like modes and shit. Well im out, gonna try to order some food, shower and get ready for practice. 2 Frail Words Of Ashes

Great Day For ME! [12.18.200411.16.p] Well i couldn't sleep for shit last night...It sucked ass, so i watched MTV's Battle For Ozzfest. I actually watched 2 hours worth. Today Kristy and Dustin came to look at my amp. She bought it for 550, which is cool because I really needed to get rid of it. I got my new amp today also. Yay! I got Line 6 Spyder 2 custom, 150 watts. Now I just need to purchase a Cabinet and a new guitar and ill be good :). Well my brother just got in and i guess my dad was worried about me cause i forgot to call. No biggie though im ok he should of known that. I told him i would be home late. I was at band practice all day at Brad's it was fun to jam again. Well im really tired. Of Ashes

peaceful time [12.14.20048.20.p] Well today was good, a little tired throughout the day though because of the crazy ass practice Monday. Today was dissapointing though. Coach Klater was telling me not to practice basically, everytime i lock up with norberto he would be like hey stop, or hey he need's the work meaning the varsity guy. I was so fucking pissed i didn't get to practice at all, but still moved around to sweat since the guy was being a dick. Then for the last 10 minutes we had open wrestling. I was the Desi's which means person always in. I wrestled against adam the varsity dude and i fucked up his shoulder, i felt bad and Klater was pissed but fuck that coach man. Adam was like don't worry about it, i was like ok. Then a froshmen dude came in, he's Dallas Hubbard little brother, he's cool. Yesterday i let him pin me cause i had 0 energy. Today he came in and thought he was the shit. The first match desi's was top, so i was top he was bottom, i broke him down to his stomach and crab rode him then i arm bar him then i winged his arm through him to his back and through a half nelson in and pinned him in 8 secs. haha. Then the next time i was down, i stayed in my start position not allowing him to break me down. He put to much weight on my upper back, so i spun and grabbed his head and through him on his back and pinned him in 15 secs. Then i wrestled Norberto and threw him, then pinned him in 16 secs. I pinned him another time. Basically i was so pissed off coach wouldn't allow me to practice that i kicked everyone's ass. The varsity guy adam who's a friend of mine is really strong, but i need to drop some weight to keep up with him. Next year ill for surely be the varsity guy :) now i just need to run alot i've been being a lazy ass just doing practice but i need to do more than that so during break my #1 thing is to run run run! So ya some of you might see my at Monte Vista running. Planned another practice with brad this weekend, Saturday the bassist is coming though so it's pimpin' :). Well that is it for now. 1 Frail Words Of Ashes

What A Day! [12.11.20049.48.p] [ mood | excited ] Word alone cannot explain what a good day today was, but ill give it a go! Well it started off bad as my dad was having a bad day and wouldn't allow anyone over to practice. Which was good because Matt couldn't come anyways and i didn't wanna have to deal with all the hassles of practice. Brad and I are starting a new band it's gonna be a Hard Rock/Heavy Metal. We're gonna cover one of Pantera's songs to tribute to Dimebag Darrell! Brad's dad was always in the room, he wrote some lead's to some of the rhythms i wrote, and Brad has gotten so much better at leading on guitar i was like holy shit! I believe i've gotten better too. I think this band thing is gonna be fun, we just need a drummer and a singer we got a bassist too. Oh yeah i was singing too i hooked a mic up to my guitar amp and was singing A New Level when Brad was playing it. God it was fun the lines i would sing were "A NEW LEVEL! OF CONFIDENCE! AND POWER!" Screaming that in a deep scream. Then i would scream like Dani Filth well try too. That made Brad crack up. God man great day. Well im out of here! Of Ashes

Getting Amped! [12.11.20048.05.a] [ mood | anxious ] We'll im listen to some Pantera/Damageplan(R.I.P. Dimebag Darrell) and it's getting me AMPED! Im starting another band too, I got my black metal one which we may have a possible drummer and also a possible guitarist(trying him out today!). Then my new one which is brutal, heavy metal/hard rock; i know totally unexpected from me. My friend Brad and I are practicing right after i tryout the other guitarist, so that should be really fun. It's gonna be like 80's and 90's Metal with a tad of heavy brutality brought for by your's truly :D. It will be fun because I'll be able to play my passion in 2 forms :). Well im out of here. Of Ashes

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